( Apr. 15th, 2007 05:38 am)
I seriously have the worst luck with online games ever XD; I have yet to find a single one that I enjoy, long-term. They all either die, or I find myself getting dissatisfied.

I think I just need to find someone to solo with who can put up with eccentricities. Or write a lot of fic.
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( Apr. 15th, 2007 02:33 am)
From [livejournal.com profile] _leareth and [livejournal.com profile] crazylittleme - the bastard child of what they both posted XD;

We all have things about our friends that we highly admire and make us slightly envious. Not in a bad way, but in a 'Wow! I wish I had that person's hair/eyes/money/relationship/toenails/whatever.' So tell me what is it about me that you really admire/envy ... then post this in your LJ and see what I admire/envy in you.
( Apr. 13th, 2007 02:19 am)
Can someone rec me some good Integra/Seras? Sakuracon gave me a craving for it.

Also, you know you've been hanging around Skuld and the Wargamers too long when you think '...I could sleep...or look at porn on 4chan!' and 4chan wins (mind, I don't post, just leech).
( Apr. 11th, 2007 11:08 pm)
While I continue sourcing my last two Paradise Lost paragraphs (word count is at 1570, and it still has no conclusion), have some photos of Leon the Stage Ninja, as well as Reva and Kari and their two friends, who talked me into stage-ninja'ing for them.

And oh god, tomorrow is ACF, which means my whole floor is going to start the drinking around 9 am. And I have to work tomorrow night, god help me.


EDIT: Final word count: 1765. It needs some editing tomorrow to iron out wonky sentence structures, but other than that, hooray, done!
( Apr. 11th, 2007 12:23 pm)
Essay word count: 1351/~1500

Hooray, not going to be pulling an all-nighter tonight to finish this! I need a conclusion, line references, a few quotations, and some overall editting for coherency - I need to refine what I'm trying to argue so I can make this thing less horribly, horribly disjointed.

Also sent in two job apps last night, one for BC Ferries, and one for an organic grocery store chain that Reva recommended. Fingers crossed that something comes of this - I'm also going to probably go down and apply at Safway this weekend, and see if I can find someone who actually knows something about the Housing and Conferences job.

And I really, really need some caffiene. I've been typoing like crazy all morning.
( Apr. 9th, 2007 11:29 pm)
From Melle and Leareth.

Reply and I will

1 - Tell you why I friended you.
2 - Associate you with a song/film.
3 - Tell a random fact about you.
4 - Tell a first memory about you.
5 - Associate you with a character/pairing.
6 - Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7 - Tell you my favorite user pic of yours [if it pertains].
8 - In retort, you must spread this disease in your LJ [or blog].


I am totally working on my English essay. Totally. *minimizes window with pirated Sims 2 download*
So, I had really wanted to come home and just chill today, maybe play some DDS, catch up on tv shows, that sort of thing. And then I thought about my schedule, and realized that ahaha, not happening. It's not actually as bad as it was pre-con (mostly because there's no sewing to be done), but it's still a bit crazy. For everyone else's amusement, my next two weeks:

Tuesday: Work, 8-11:30pm
Wednesday: Classes 10-3, Shadowrun 6-9ish
Thursday: Classes 10-12, Mood Management group 1-3, Work 8-11:30pm
Before Thursday: Cover letter for BC Ferries job app, apply at Choices, 5 page paper on role of women in Cymbeline, The Spanish Tragedy, and Paradise Lost
Friday-Sunday: Study, study, more studying, panic, study, run around like a chicken with it's head cut off, study. Do last Mastering Physics problem set
Monday: Chem final 8:30-11am
Tuesday: English final 3:30-6pm
Wednesday: Physics final 12-2:30
Thursday: Biology final 12-2:30
Friday: Acquire hard liquor and a friend to share it with (probably Yana). Drink and watch ridiculous yaoi anime.

I'm starting today with doing up an outline and intro paragraph for my paper, and printing out some reaction equilibria problem sets, because Chem is by far the final I'm most worried about - had a 60% on the second midterm, which because of my prof's system won't actually destroy my grade, but it's definitely a warning that I need to get my ass in gear.

Oh, and con report won't be written and up for a while, but I do have photos for your enjoyment! They're all up here (and yes, I'm aware of how totally ghetto my Isamu outfit is. It'll get fixed for next con).
( Apr. 9th, 2007 01:33 am)
Am home, had an excellent time and very little sleep. Will post photos and con report later, as I'm totally about to crash.

(Wait crossing into the US: 45 min. Wait crossing into Canada: 3 min.)
( Apr. 5th, 2007 09:08 am)
So, I am about to leave for the Physics Lab from Hell, and then, it is off to catch the bus to go to Sakuracon. As such - to everyone going Anizona and ToA this weekend, have a fabulous time and take lots of photos, and I will be doing the same, and to everybody else - will see you Sunday night. Cosplay order by day is going to go something like Ada - Leon - Isamu, although Isamu may get worn other days too if the other two get too uncomfortable.

And many thanks to the people who offered resume advice last night - I unfortunately don't have time to reply to all the comments right this second.
( Apr. 4th, 2007 10:02 pm)
Oh wise internet - if an employmant ad just says to email my resume, to a given e-mail address, do I attach it, or paste it into the body? It's a .doc file. Also, given my status here, where would be an appropriate place to note that I am legally qualified to work in this country, if I should mention it at all? And yes, work permit arrived today from Alberta, so I am good to go for summer employment.
( Apr. 4th, 2007 11:16 am)
Julie and I are both big Project Runway fans, so there has been a lot of Tim Gunn-quoting over the last few days. We're almost done with the costuming, though, which is good - I need to spend about ten minutes to touch up some of the hems on Rinoa, and Chiaki's belt is only about a third done, mostly because it's very time consuming. After that...packing, and some provisioning via the meal plan, and then running around like a maniac tomorrow to get to the bus by three.

And, because I'm horribly indecisive - which should be my comfy back-up costume, Hatori, or mafia!Leon? They're both about equally done and easy to pack - Hatori might be a little more recognizable, but it's minimal.
( Mar. 30th, 2007 02:29 pm)
Something my Bio prof just said, after using musical chairs as an analogy for the way electrons move in photosystems in phototrophs:

Prof: ...Does everyone here know musical chairs?

Nobody says anything or raises a hand.

Prof: Alright, if you don't know, you can ask your neighbor.
Prof: It's a cruel game to subject children to.
( Mar. 30th, 2007 11:26 am)
Another hell-week draws to a close, although I still have a Chem midterm to pass.

On the cosplay front, the main bits of Rinoa's duster are cut and sewn, although I still need trim to finish the edges, and we need to paint the wings on. Chiaki is nearing done - have a few seams on the bustline left to sew, and then the collar - bustline should be done tonight, I think. Going to have to hit up Dressew tomorrow after my work lunch (free all-you-can-eat Japanese? I can't say no) - the hours are terrible, which means most weekdays are right out.

On the lab front - not so good. My one big 'possibly' said she doesn't have anything at all this summer, and confirmed two of my big fears - funding is really thin at the moment, which means that nobody has any money to pay undergrads, and the microbi department at least prefers upperclassmen with more experience. Microbiolgy and Immunology here is a very lab-intensive program, which is in some senses totally awesome, but it also brings a few negatives - this, and the fact that program admission is limited by the number of seats in the lab classes. I got another possibly from someone else - he said to e-mail him again this past Monday to arrange a meeting time, I did, and he never e-mailed me back. Which means I have to write another one today sometime. If this doesn't work out...it may be time to call it quits for the moment, if only because I need to put time and energy into finding a job that will actually pay me.

Almost summer break. So close...
( Mar. 29th, 2007 07:42 pm)
So, I'm sitting here trying to study for my Chem midterm tomorrow - it's some basic intro orgo stuff, mostly. I think I've got most of the naming things set, but I went on to look at the hydrocarbon reactions, and discovered that my notes say things like 'unsymetric addion sto double bonds'. I'm...not entirely certain what I was trying to write there, although it's not helping me understand substitution reactions much.

And my brother is picking classes for next year, and I'm totally going 'Bio! Biooooo!', because I'm totally about converting others to my chosen field.
( Mar. 27th, 2007 11:04 pm)
My grandfather passed away early this morning, in the nursing home. He's been there the last few years, and his dementia had gotten so bad that when I visted him at Christmas, I'm not sure he was even entirely aware there were other people there - there was a certain implicit understanding at the time that it might be the last time I'd see him.

We were never that close, particularly the last few years, so I'm not really deeply devastaed...more of a deep emotional weariness than anything else. I'm a little concerned about my dad and my grandmother, though.

The memorial service is two weeks from Friday - I'm not going because it's the weekend right inbetween the end of classes and the beginning of finals, and while I might be able to get some stuff moved, it still wouldn't be worth it, really. He donated his body to Harvard Medical School, so there's going to be an interment sometime later.

Comments are off because I don't really feel like talking about this (which means no *hugs* or anything, please. Love you all, I just want to move on from this).
( Mar. 27th, 2007 01:51 am)
Julie and I got lucky and managed to secure the necessary components for Chiaki and Rinoa today - the duster-fabric is actually a swimwear remmnant, strangely enough, which means it'll be a bitch to sew, but it's a great shade of blue, and while the ribbing isn't super-wide, it's bigger than most, and nice and visible.

Sewing-wise, I got Chiaki's leg warmers done, as well as the sleeves for the dress (harder than it sounds, they've got some weird-ass seams on them), and we tried to make the miniskirt, but apparently I fail at figuring in hems into my calculations, and it ended up about an inch and a half too narrow. So we're going to have to start that one over again. Next up - the weird bustline on Chiaki's dress, and the duster.
( Mar. 25th, 2007 03:32 pm)
So, the con is in just under two weeks. And we just realized that Julie has no costumes. She'd really like to do Rinoa, which is unfortunately dependent on finding decent fabric for her duster. If we can do that, though, that should be the work of an afternoon or two.

We've also got kind of a spontaneous last-minute Nocturne group going - Justin kind of spawned this one by deciding to cosplay the demifiend 'cause he liked that tattoos. I, of course, went 'Okay, this means I have to do something Nocturne' and ended up settling on everybody's favorite emo kid, Isamu. I've got most of the stuff I need for him, save for some bling and his hat (Liz/Amber - I vaguely recall one of you two owning a black newsboy-style hat - would it be possible for me to borrow it for the con? I'm going to look here, but this is my under-$20 costume >.>). I strongly suspect I may have to steer Justin in the right direction - luckily this mostly entails shorts, body paint, and a haircut. We've also decided, in keeping with this, that if possible, Julie should be Chiaki. This is the hardest of the bunch, although if we can find a large denim dress somewhere, me and my l33t sewing skillz can pull it into shape. The advantage of sewing for someone who isn't me: I can toss stuff on them inside out, pin away, and it actually works out.

Can we pull this off? Only time will tell XD;
( Mar. 24th, 2007 11:34 pm)
This is kind of a hard entry for me to write, but...I dunno, I'd rather be up front and open about things, and I really do use this journal as a way of keeping track of my thoughts and feelings for myself.

I've realized recently that I've been having a lot of problems with anxiety, and related to that, depression over, oh, the past four or five years or so. This has led me to screwing up a lot of relationships with people I care about, and generally being miserable a lot of the time. The good news, though, is that having recognized this, I'm finally seeking help, too. Right now, none of it's one-on-one - mostly because of some health insurance headaches, so that might change over the summer when the health insurance gets sorted out. However, at the moment, I am doing a group cognitive behavioral therapy-type thing - it's less of the 'let's talk about our feelings!' group therapy and more learning how to recognize destructive patterns of thought and action, and deal with them.

The material has a bunch of writing excercises, some of which I may post here as a way of recording them - you can read, you can skip, whichever you feel like. Things are definately starting to look up, though.
( Mar. 23rd, 2007 04:56 pm)
Mostly Nocturne-related, because I keep thinking it's probably possible to do an entire SMT:N FST using only VNV Nation music, and it's been on my mind lately (in my sleep-deprived state this morning, I kept reading 'Sin' as 'Shin' on the overheads in English) - but music is music, and there aren't really any spoilers in the descriptions.

They are a bit long, though )
( Mar. 23rd, 2007 12:09 pm)
A conversation from yesterday:
Me: *stomping into the club room after a particularly exasperating physics lab* If I end up snapping one of these days and going on a homicidal rampage-
Fred: - I'll defend you in court!
Me: Thanks, although I was going to say, it's all my TA's fault.

And today, Julie has displeased her ancestors by doing badly on her EOSC midterm (it was EOSC, right, not Psych?), and then blaming the other Asians in her class for screwing up the grading curve, so her ancestors are going to send her a small dragon, which may be cute, but will likely eat her shoes.

And it's gotten Mulan songs stuck in my head - "Mister, Iiii'll make a man out of yoooooou~!"
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