*grumble*
Argh. Well, so much for a good grade in my Bio class - got 66% on the midterm, after scaling, mostly because apparently the answer he wanted to the second long essay question was something entirely different from what the question seemed to imply and thus what I wrote.
And I feel like ass today - I'm half-tempted to skip the MISA Undergrad Research Night tonight, even though it will probably be interesting and informative, in favor of sleeping. I'm also currently facing one of the harder decisions I've had to make in my life, and it's really not helping right now.
And I feel like ass today - I'm half-tempted to skip the MISA Undergrad Research Night tonight, even though it will probably be interesting and informative, in favor of sleeping. I'm also currently facing one of the harder decisions I've had to make in my life, and it's really not helping right now.
Studying
It says something about my inability to learn languages that I looked back at my notes from the last time I took Japanese, about a year and a half ago, and I have no idea what half the stuff I wrote means any more. Damnit, languages, why must you mock me D:?
I did make a minor break-through on the crab-thing, though, in finally managing to identify that they're poikilotherms. Found one article that might be helpful, except that while the library webpage claims we have an online subscription to the journal it was in, we apparently don't, because it keeps asking me for login info. If someone else has access and would like to e-mail me the PDF, I'd be eternally grateful - link is here.
EDIT: Skuld sent me a copy - thanks ♥
I did make a minor break-through on the crab-thing, though, in finally managing to identify that they're poikilotherms. Found one article that might be helpful, except that while the library webpage claims we have an online subscription to the journal it was in, we apparently don't, because it keeps asking me for login info. If someone else has access and would like to e-mail me the PDF, I'd be eternally grateful - link is here.
EDIT: Skuld sent me a copy - thanks ♥
Brief Update
I officially hate green shore crabs, I think. Yes, my Bio lab is made of lame. I have to write about the response we're measuring in our experiment, which basically boils down to metabolism, which is stupidly hard to find things on.
I've gone to the language circles at I. House for the last two weeks now, and there is one guy who keeps coming to the Japanese circle who makes me hurt inside. I can tell he means well, but he's one of those really loud people who thinks everything he says is a lot funnier than it actually is, and thus won't shut up. And his pronunciation is soul-burningly bad. And I've forgotten so much, I hate it.
Also, I really hope someone has written Supernatural/DMC crossover fic, because if they haven't, I'm going to have to, and that can't lead anywhere good.
I've gone to the language circles at I. House for the last two weeks now, and there is one guy who keeps coming to the Japanese circle who makes me hurt inside. I can tell he means well, but he's one of those really loud people who thinks everything he says is a lot funnier than it actually is, and thus won't shut up. And his pronunciation is soul-burningly bad. And I've forgotten so much, I hate it.
Also, I really hope someone has written Supernatural/DMC crossover fic, because if they haven't, I'm going to have to, and that can't lead anywhere good.
Scarce
I'm not going to be on a whole lot in the next week and a half - will still post and check LJ occasionally, but while I usually pretty much guarantee that if your on my flist, I'm reading your posts, this will not be true, and I will likely not be around MSN and AIM either. I will, however, be checking my e-mail regularly, still, so if you need or want to get in touch with me for whatever reason, that's the way to do it - cocoa[at]tokyo-tower[dot]org, same one I use for MSN.
This is partly because I've got lots of stuff to do in the next week and a half, including people visiting (yay!), and partly because I need a little time away from my internet life to work some stuff out. The second bit may take more than a week and a half, honestly...I'll let people know when I'm back around more.
This is partly because I've got lots of stuff to do in the next week and a half, including people visiting (yay!), and partly because I need a little time away from my internet life to work some stuff out. The second bit may take more than a week and a half, honestly...I'll let people know when I'm back around more.
It Appears I Have Made A Sandwich
I've finally got this layout I've been working on for the last two months cracked, I think. Need to run it by Jo first, if she's ever actually _on_, but I'm pleased. Maybe I can finally do up some new layouts for my stuff now.
The rest of the evening has been spent on Nocturne - got through one of the Fiend battle, and the main storyline boss battle after that, which leaves me stuck at the final Fiend battle. Argh. I can tell already it's going to be one of those ones that make me want to cry and/or throw my controller at walls, but I can't get any further until I've finished it, so I may as well just suck it up.
Also, Dutch lavender-flavored candies = strangely delicious.
EDIT: Also, why do I think Alexia and Chiaki would get along splendidly? If they didn't kill each other first, mind you.
The rest of the evening has been spent on Nocturne - got through one of the Fiend battle, and the main storyline boss battle after that, which leaves me stuck at the final Fiend battle. Argh. I can tell already it's going to be one of those ones that make me want to cry and/or throw my controller at walls, but I can't get any further until I've finished it, so I may as well just suck it up.
Also, Dutch lavender-flavored candies = strangely delicious.
EDIT: Also, why do I think Alexia and Chiaki would get along splendidly? If they didn't kill each other first, mind you.
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Game List
Because kidavi inspired me - what I'm playing right now, and what I want to play, spoiler-free. Making lists, yay!
( I <3 lists. And games )
...I mourn the period of my life where I just played Final Fantasy games. That was sad. And no, FF wasn't my introduction to video games - that honor goes to Zelda, which remains one of my favorite series of all time. Which is probably why action-adventure gameplay is my favorite.
( I <3 lists. And games )
...I mourn the period of my life where I just played Final Fantasy games. That was sad. And no, FF wasn't my introduction to video games - that honor goes to Zelda, which remains one of my favorite series of all time. Which is probably why action-adventure gameplay is my favorite.
Haaaate
Dear Atlus,
I'm going to come and kill all of you in your sleep. And then take your games.
-Me
I was price-checking the DDS and Persona games (the first because I've wanted them for a while, and the second because Megan's gameblogging has got me intrigued), and the first of each are $60 used on Amazon, and the second of each are more like $25. Tell me, oh wonderous internets - are they worth getting while they can still be had for under $50?
I'm going to come and kill all of you in your sleep. And then take your games.
-Me
I was price-checking the DDS and Persona games (the first because I've wanted them for a while, and the second because Megan's gameblogging has got me intrigued), and the first of each are $60 used on Amazon, and the second of each are more like $25. Tell me, oh wonderous internets - are they worth getting while they can still be had for under $50?
Pause
Went out for a very long walk - something between a walk and a hike, really - down to Tower Beach. I got rather thoroughly soaked, as it was raining, as well as being high tide, which means the beach doesn't quite exist in some spots, forcing me to dash through the surf and get my sneakers totally dripping wet.
But it was just want I needed - to step away from the internet, from school, from dorm stuff, from the rest of humanity, and to just chill. The combination of rain and high tide meant it was just me, the waves, and the seagulls, which was perfect.
So. Things are better now. Not totally perfect and wonderful, but life rarely is. I've been a right bitch to various people this week, and I'm sorry. I can't promise it won't happen again, but I promise I'll try.
And now, hot chocolate and video games are in order.
But it was just want I needed - to step away from the internet, from school, from dorm stuff, from the rest of humanity, and to just chill. The combination of rain and high tide meant it was just me, the waves, and the seagulls, which was perfect.
So. Things are better now. Not totally perfect and wonderful, but life rarely is. I've been a right bitch to various people this week, and I'm sorry. I can't promise it won't happen again, but I promise I'll try.
And now, hot chocolate and video games are in order.
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Dear World
Fuck you too.
No love,
Me
(No, nothing big. Just a shitty week, and I'm in one of those moods where I feel like picking a fight with somebody - been on the verge of it all day. I recommend keeping your distance.)
No love,
Me
(No, nothing big. Just a shitty week, and I'm in one of those moods where I feel like picking a fight with somebody - been on the verge of it all day. I recommend keeping your distance.)
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Moment of Revelation
I want to cosplay default RE4 Leon (have for a while, actually), but I've been going 'augh, so expensive' about it. I've also been contemplating doing STARS!Wesker, instead. And then I realized that half their gear? The same XD; I'll have to whip out the RE Archives book and take a good look, but I might be able to do two costumes for the price of one, w00t.
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D:
I hate it in when IRL problems with people get in the way of fan-fun. I really want to go to Tales of Anime, but man, do I know a horribly awkward situation when I see it. Yaoicon was bad enough, and I had lots of other people to back me up, in a way, there. Almost all of whom will be at Sakuracon that weekend (not saying Yaoicon was bad - I had fun. But it would have been a lot more fun if not for a few other people there). And I have to worry about that if I go to AB, too. Because it seems like everybody else is friends with Claudia again - I don't hate her or anything, but oh so awkward.
And yeah, going to Sakuracon is an option, but that con fills me with hate, on principle, and there are people I want to see at ToA, too.
And yeah, going to Sakuracon is an option, but that con fills me with hate, on principle, and there are people I want to see at ToA, too.
Weekend Adventures
Yes, I haven't forgotten about it. Party Friday was low-key, but nice - about half the people who said they were coming didn't, so there were ten of us. Managed to avoid any of the infamous dares by rocking at the earlier games, including carving the cutest pumpkin ever - a Bitey pumpkin! Bitey is Liz and company's cat, who is a big orange tabby who, well, bites everything. And I really do mean everything. I also discovered what being slighty tipsy is like, and how much it takes to get me there - five delicious mixed drinks (Liz = the drink-master) and one shot. I also learned that Matt has a surprisingly high alcohol tolerance for a skinny half-Asian kid.
Saturday and Sunday were a bit more low-key - went to the movies with Liz, Marina, and Elisha on Saturday. We saw Marie Antoinette, which was pretty, but really, really boring. Less that two hours long, but it felt like waaaay more. We also watched some Gankutsuou, which I totally need to see more of, and then went and hung out at Tim Horton's at one in the morning 'cause it was the only thing open and we didn't want to wake Brooke up.
Coming home Sunday, the ferry was running an hour and a half late. Which gave me lots of time to watch more Supernatural, but also meant I had to stand outside in the cold (it's been near-freezing all week) for half an hour waiting for the bus to come.
I've got photos from the party uploaded to my computer - not gonna post them, but if you want 'em, poke me on AIM or MSN.
Saturday and Sunday were a bit more low-key - went to the movies with Liz, Marina, and Elisha on Saturday. We saw Marie Antoinette, which was pretty, but really, really boring. Less that two hours long, but it felt like waaaay more. We also watched some Gankutsuou, which I totally need to see more of, and then went and hung out at Tim Horton's at one in the morning 'cause it was the only thing open and we didn't want to wake Brooke up.
Coming home Sunday, the ferry was running an hour and a half late. Which gave me lots of time to watch more Supernatural, but also meant I had to stand outside in the cold (it's been near-freezing all week) for half an hour waiting for the bus to come.
I've got photos from the party uploaded to my computer - not gonna post them, but if you want 'em, poke me on AIM or MSN.
Happy Halloween
A little bit late, but I hope everyone had a fun day. Mine was largely kind of 'meh', but more on that later, most likely. Thought I wasn't going to be doing any trick or treating this year, but I got pulled into doing Trick or Eat with some people on my floor, 'cause half the people who signed up never showed. We got lots of canned goods for the food bank, lots of candy for us, and my advisor dressed as a moose and we stole a shopping cart from Safeway. So that was fun.
And is it bad that I want a DS just so I can play Phoenix Wright? 'Cause I do. Anna, kidavi...I blame you two >.>
And is it bad that I want a DS just so I can play Phoenix Wright? 'Cause I do. Anna, kidavi...I blame you two >.>
Creative Things
Someone needs to either talk me into or out of apping for Resolution Remix - I'm waffling horribly. I've got Mikhail, who I'm unfortunately feeling kind of 'meh' about, but I started thinking this morning, and I could adapt Mira pretty easily for LA, and I have an idea for a dreamseer, but those spots may all be gone already. Argh.
And Isamu, go be small and bitter somewhere that isn't the back of my head. I'm not writing you right now.
EDIT: After looking through the lists...all the places I'd be interested in apping a dreamseer already have lots of potential ones that are likely far better than anything I could come up with, there's already a Mikhail and I'm rather attached to the name. Sooo...Mira or nothing, I guess.
And Isamu, go be small and bitter somewhere that isn't the back of my head. I'm not writing you right now.
EDIT: After looking through the lists...all the places I'd be interested in apping a dreamseer already have lots of potential ones that are likely far better than anything I could come up with, there's already a Mikhail and I'm rather attached to the name. Sooo...Mira or nothing, I guess.
Random Fangirling
Y'know, I tend to call myself lesbian rather than bi, because while I do find a number of men aesthetically pleasing, it's always in the objective sense rather than being sexually attracted to them (granted, I'm picky and don't find that many people sexually attractive, so the fact that the few of them are women doesn't mean that much).
But Leon? I would totally do that boy. Mmmyes.
But Leon? I would totally do that boy. Mmmyes.