2006-03-31

2006-03-31 03:59 pm

Stress

Okay, I am hitting the point in the year where I am this close to snapping. I think the only reason I haven't yet is that it's been nice all week, and nice weather puts me in a good mood. Paper due Tuesday (yes, I've already started it), Sephiroth needs to be done by Friday-ish (goal for tonight: finish the boots entirely), I have to do fifty-six hours of community service by the first week of May (grad requirement), and to top it off, I've spent the entire afternoon being moody about RP stuff. No, nothing to do with anybody I'm currently playing with (although, uh, Asher would really like that cup of coffee sometime this century). No, this bit of moodiness can probably be summed up as follows:

Dear Leon Scott Kennedy,

I'm already writing you. Lots and lots. More than I've written anyone other than Rufus, and Rufus is an irritating, insistent little bastard (fun, though). I am not playing you, no matter how much it would give me yet more opportunities to get inside your head and play around with your backstory - for starters, I don't have anywhere to do so, nor anyone to play off of. So please, leave me alone for five minutes.

-Cocoa

PS: Claire, that goes for you too.

...Who's sleep deprived? I'm sleep deprived! And going to find food before more Sephiroth-work.
2006-03-31 08:35 pm

Dear Brain

We have already covered that I don't like multi-fandom AU RPs. The hard way. I don't care if they need a Rufus and Samira's kind of gone under. No. Don't even think about it. You just want to play with Rufus because you can't play with Asher and Ally until one of the three different people holding those threads up actually post. Go think of good ideas for icons for Satsuki and Eva, their default ones kinda suck. Particularly Satsuki, as they'll get used, and I have plenty of source material.

Yes. I'm now posting at myself. Sanity...slipping away...

EDIT: I'm not sure which is worse - the fact that I'm vaguely upset I can't remember all the kekkai shapes from the X manga, or othat I actually can remember most of them.